Every day I'm asked why I decided to publish the magazine, or why I put up the websites, etc. Many years ago I ran a personal ad, seeking men looking for a hairy woman. I truly believed no one would respond, based on my previous experiences. To my utter shock, in 3 months I received 1,800 responses in 3 months! I knew I was onto something and put that idea in the back of my mind

A year or so later I needed something to do, so decided to publish a magazine for men who loved hairy men. I can't fathom why I thought I could do this -- I'd never published, never used a computer, etc. In retrospect, it was a pretty ballsy thing to do

I went into business with someone else who had a newslettter for 'female body hair lovers', but it didn't work out, so I struck out on my own. The first issue was 500 issues on newsprint, sort of like those TV guides you find in a supermarket!! But, they sold, that was the most important thing. I didn't have a computer, I used a word processor believe it or not!

At this time I was truly coming to grips with my own hirsutism, having hair on every inch of my body from my nose to my toes. The magazine was a catharsis of a sort, allowing me to feel normal for the first time in my life. I spent $1,000 to buy a computer and put out issue 2. I began to learn about layout, styles, etc with each issue. [since then I have taken medications to deal with PCOS and lost a lot of body hair, so while I still have fuzz in some places I should not, hair in some places I should not, I'm not the hairiest in the world any longer].

I've heard heart-breaking stories from hundreds of women who are cursed with excess body hair, and am proud to say I've helped most of them learn to either accept it or learn to live with it. I've helped thousands upon thousands of men realize it's ok to like a hairy woman, that liking body hair on a female does not make you 'gay' or a freak. In fact, if you like a woman who shaves her entire body, to me you have pedophilic tendencies, liking that little girl look. Yuck!

I'm still single, and if you asked me what I'm looking for, I'd say a man with intelligence, a sense of humor and the ability to make me smile. I'm not into fat wallets, fat dicks, fancy cars, fat paychecks or anything superficial. Looks really don't matter to me. I do prefer hairy men but that's definitely not a requirement. I am obsessed with goatees, it's a known fact, but a mustache will suffice! I tend to be attracted to younger guys physically, but emotionally I'm attracted to older men ....... go figger.

I'm very very shy, for a variety of reasons. On the phone or online you'll find a totally different Pam, very open, flirtatious, sexual. Once you get to know me in person, I'll be that way, but initially, I'm very shy.

I'm extremely romantic, to the point of being embarassed about it. I love showering affection on someone and being treated special by someone. I love to kiss and cuddle and hold hands, and do all that silly romantic stuff kids do. My entire life I've just wanted to be loved, and accepted, for who I am, without someone trying to change me. It's something I guess I'll always yearn for.

One night I was in a BBW chat room and was having a nice talk with someone, nothing like "I can't wait to meet you" but just basic flirting and having fun. He told me he didn't have a hairy body and I said something like "it's ok, I have enough for both of us" and he asked what I meant. I told him I was a very hairy woman. Then said "eww, that's gross, ewwww, [sic] your disgusting, don't ever talk to me, I'm putting you on ignore". Did it affect me? Of course, just because it's some anonymous asshole doesn't mean I don't have feelings. I've been hearing the "gross, disgusting" since I was 18, why should I expect anything different? They say crying is cleansing for the soul, but what about when someone has cried a lifetime of rivers?

I love sports. Have followed the Red Sox since the early 70's and at one point was fanatical about baseball. Looking for a cool chick to kick back with, watch sports, share some popcorn? I'm your girl.

Definitely not into any guy who drinks or does drugs, parties or sleeps around. Having been involved with someone who was "normal" but when drinking became abusive, I do not wish to repeat that, so I prefer someone who does not drink. Non-smokers are preferred, too.

I had a military chat board for a while and love talking to guys who were in the military. Not sure why, but I just do .. and they have my utmost respect.

I collect classic cars, so some knowledge of classics is attractive to me.

Musically, I'm a kid. I love rock and roll! CCR, Nickelback, Queen, Def Leppard -- you'll always see those CDs around my desk. Lately it's mostly Nickelback, whom I just discovered. But anything from the 70's or 80's in the rock and roll era and I'm good to go.

Movies? My favorite movies would be, in no particular order -- American History X, Shrek, and The Godfather. The latter, well, it's the greatest movie ever made. Shrek? The story of the ugly woman who found someone who could see beyond the outer packaging and find the true beauty within. As an unattractive woman, it strikes a chord deep within my soul. American History X affects me because I hate prejudice of any type, and this movie, which makes me cry every time I view it, tells the story of how one becomes a racist, and how it affects his future. It's very very powerful and should have earned Edward Norton an Academy Award, but due to the controversial nature of the movie, he didn't.

So, now you know about Pam, the woman who works her furry ass off every day so women can be accepted as they are, and so men can love those women without being thought of as weird, etc. If you'd like to know more, you can email me or call me. I do answer my own phone and despite rumors to the contrary, I'm a real woman! No, there are no photos of me so please don't ask, I published a few body part photos many years ago but not a single photo of me is on the Internet.